Most of us, I reckon, have some opening
spiel with our clients about letting us know if they don't like
something we're doing. Mine goes like this. It's usually the last
thing I say: the client's on the table, all covered up with the sheet
& blanket. I've laid hands on their back. I lean down a bit and
say, “If anything I do makes you uncomfortable, for any reason,
tell me right away.” They make some little sound of acknowledgment,
or a little nod. I go on, to drive it home, “Don't lie there
thinking, God, I hope he stops doing that pretty soon. Just
tell me.”
In other words, the answer to “when
can you object?” is clean, simple, and categorical. Any time.
This is important.
It's on my mind because I found myself reiterating it recently, with
a client I've seen many times. Because it's easy for a sense that one
shouldn't object to grow up, maybe even especially inside of an
ongoing therapeutic relationship.
It got me thinking
about various reasons you might decide you couldn't object. Here's
three:
He knows what he's doing, and I'm
here to avail myself of his expertise. A
client of mine once said, when I was checking whether something was
OK, “You're the boss!” and was, maybe, surprised by the
forcefulness of my response. I said “No, you
are the boss. You're hiring me, and you're the expert on your own
sensations. I am not the boss.” I don't want any vagueness about
that at all. The client is the boss, by virtue of paying me, and
they're the owner of their body, by inalienable right. I refuse to be
the boss of anyone else's body.
I haven't objected to this before,
so I have no right to now. I
don't know how common this is, but I sometimes worry about it. What
okay one time might not be another. There are places that are
sensitive and vulnerable, by nature, by culture, or by personal
history. Every therapist knows this, and approaches them cautiously
if at all: the abdomen, the inner thighs, the inside of the upper
arms are common ones, but it can be practically anywhere. I've had
clients who could not stand to have their feet worked, or to have
their ears touched. There are certain positionings that for one
individual or another are too much: I know someone for whom, due to
old trauma, lying on her side for a massage nearly always brings
tears. The first time we work a delicate area or reposition you, we
usually check in ahead of time, and are alert for signs of discomfort
while we work. But after we've decided it's okay, we may not be
watching out, even though we know these things shift. You should
always object if
you're not liking it. It may take a while for you to figure out you
don't like something, after all. And you don't have to object for all
time. It is perfectly legitimate to say “Oh, not the calves, not
today.” And it's still legitimate, even if you really liked the
calves last week. That was then.
I can't object without impugning his
motives. You may be thinking: I
know he's not trying to grope me, I know this is my own discomfort
and comes from my own history, so I shouldn't lay this old baggage on
him.” This is nonsense. Saying “I'm not comfortable with this
touch” is not an accusation, and no legitimate therapist would ever
take it as one. If you do think your therapist is trying to grope
you, rather than just objecting, you should end the session and go
inform the state massage board. We don't want those people in the
business. But if you're unsure, the best way to make sure is to say,
clearly, “I'm not comfortable being touched there.” Any
legitimate professional will stop at once, and be grateful for the
feedback. They may explain why they were doing that particular move
in that particular way, and they may ask for clarification about
where “there” is, which is fine: but if they try to convince you
that you should be
comfortable with it, or try to keep doing it, red flags should be
sprouting before your eyes like crocuses in Spring. Those are not
professional responses.
I'm
sure there's lots more reasons why you might think you shouldn't
object, but this is one of those few questions that has a
simple, clear, straight-edged answer. When can you object? Any
time. You don't need a reason,
or a precedent, or a principle. You can just say, “I don't want to
be touched there,” or “I don't want to be in that position,” or
“I don't want to be touched that way.” And if objecting doesn't
feel entirely comfortable or natural to you, it may be all the more
important to do it. You might even just want to practice – object
to something even if you are comfortable with it. You can just
cheerfully say, “I don't want my stomach touched.” And –
without being offended, or asking for justification, or being
perturbed in any way, I will simply not touch your stomach.
Of
course, we will (hopefully) have asked you in the intake interview if
there's any areas you want us to avoid, or any place you don't like
to be touched. When I'm asking I usually add some examples: “Face?
Feet? Abdomen? Glutes?” But you don't always know ahead of time,
and before the first massage you don't really have any idea what my
touch is going to be like. Even if you like heavy work on your feet,
you might hate a light touch there. When you realize that I might
actually do light tapotement (drumming) on your belly – I've been
known to do it, it's a standard in tui na
massage – you might decide in a hurry that it's not the touch you
want there. You don't sign away your right to control how you're
touched by signing the intake form!
Any time.
And sooner rather than later, please. The massage doesn't work
if you're not comfortable.